It’s not that we grow distant at times, that seems to bother me I accept in all relationships there are times we need to retreat to ourselves But it is the lack of acknowledgement of my retreat As if the Turnpike tunnel could separate us and you could never be the wiser When I return … Continue reading
Author Archives: Bubbles
Finding The Fourth Stage Of Blackness
For me, it has been a long time coming. My Four stages of Blackness. Continue reading
When things don’t feel right…
Maybe it’s me or maybe it’s my intuition. I’ve become more silent and more intune with myself. But this movement has made noise so much easier to recognize. It has enhanced my recognition of my intuition. Things just don’t feel right. Perhaps it’s a heightened sense of anxiety in the day and age of uncertainty. … Continue reading
Pressing re-start
There are a number of reasons for why pressing-restart is absolutely necessary. It has nothing to do with forgiveness. Nothing to do with deserving forgiveness, in fact, one could honestly admit that you have dragged me through the mud in ways that people who do not love me would. In my mind. You do not … Continue reading
Marriage
Marriage is hard. There is no doubt about that statement. Anyone who says otherwise has never been married or is lying. It’s hard and it’s painful and it’s annoying. It’s a lot of negative mixed with a lot of good. People can be terrible. Underdeveloped emotionally and unresponsive. It’s always a mystery to me how … Continue reading
Letting Go, Letting In
Life tends to take you in many different directions that always require a healthy bit of obtaining and letting go. The first is always easier than the later. That’s how we end up moving from a studio to a 1 bedroom to a house and acquiring more and more things where the first time we … Continue reading
Happiness
I have not felt happiness in a while At least it’s been long enough To feel like a distant memory Everything feels like it’s compiling on one another And nothing feels quite “right” I crave alone time but in my loneliness I am busy, focusing on others I crave togetherness, but in togetherness, I reminded … Continue reading
Lists of pros and cons
Relationships are very much like roller coasters. Mine is usually a low hanging one and has, of late, been filled with very little highs. There have always been things that bother me about my husband: his selfishness his refusal to learn how to listen his self absorption his utter lack of logic and common sense … Continue reading
We Use To Dance
We use to dance We use to dance in tune with each other The synergy of our hopes and dreams matched We took on wicked tunes, uncertain winds, and stumbles with grace Lately, we’ve been dancing to a different tune Then I started dancing alone You use to wave at me as I danced Look … Continue reading
I can not begin to tell you how many days, hours, minutes I spent trying to understand why my partner thought in their own words “growth and knowing oneself” was not important. It was the constant excuse he’d use for why my growth was not important. He also, in so many words. Described to me, … Continue reading
